the RANDOMNESS of ME

2011-04-05T02:43:00.002+08:00

i make use of exercising to slim down, so as to vent my frustrations and anger i have on myself, for what had happened, when i know no one can replace you in my heart for the whole of my life.

2011-04-02T02:04:00.003+08:00

another 13 days, else it would be our 8th anniversary...

will i, will i really be happy down the road, even though i may now appear to be......

just hope u are really well in india and come bk soon... i just need you to be in the pinkest of health, free from all worries and harm, no matter where you are, deepest down in my heavy heart...

i can't wait

2010-04-10T01:04:00.003+08:00

i can't wait........

i can't wait for exams to end........

i can't wait for my birthday to come.........

i can't wait to let myself have a good break.........

i can't wait to move on and start to earn $$$$$..........

jiayou

2010-04-02T01:52:00.004+08:00

it's been long... very long.
i do not know how long i can hold out till..
Exams, very near the corner, it's my last hurdle, i wanna clear it all, after that, i will be freed.

i need all the strength, to pull me thru, till the time when i can put down everything, and take a rest.
Who said it's gonna be easy? No, never, in fact, it's gonna be a long, rough and tough journey...
Wish me the best, pray for me.

i felt the sincere warmth, from friends whom we were not very close in contact with. i'm touched by their care and concern.

'Girl, ning and yanni say you are super bony now. Can stop losing weight le hor. Don't over exercise ar.'
'No more fats liao lah'
'Make sure u healthy la :)'

This is what i called true and sincere friends, little actions can make an individual smile.
Friends need not to be in contact often to stay as close friends.
i'm really thankful for friends like u girls: Peishan, Aining and Yanni. :)

Of course, there are other people who have stood by me especially over these few months, you know who you are. Friends who stayed up late in the wee hours, holding on to the phone, to be with me when i'm really down and hear me sobbed. i really appreciate all, each and every one of u. Thank you, i LOVE u all to bits. :) i could not ask for more.

jiayou, i will try my best not to disappoint those who really cared for me....

我身边的人都为我而感到心痛, 除了'你'以外.........

哭過就好了

2009-12-19T03:14:00.000+08:00

哭過就好了 - Rachel Liang

不喜歡懷疑什麼
並不表示我沒有感受
看你微妙的變化　慢慢不同
我不是生氣只是心痛
最討厭被誤會了
但越解釋　越覺得難過
你可以說人會變但不能說　
你會這麼做是我的錯

哭過就好了傷都會好的
這樣相信所以深呼吸著　割捨
愛是為了擁抱　為了牽手
不是為了爭吵　為了調頭
哭過就好了　痛都會走的
記憶有限　所以它會淘汰　懷的
失眠聽歌　想念雖然苦澀
還是謝謝你　讓我長大了

越多美好堆疊的過往
想忘就得推倒更大的悲傷
要找勇氣卻不在口袋或　手上
但它一定在我身上某個地方

rainbow after the rain

2009-02-28T01:04:00.004+08:00

Happy Birthday PAPA! :)

wishing him the best of health and may happiness be always around.

captured this while i'm on my way back from NUH on Wed:

do you notice that there are actually 2 rainbows in the last 2 photos..?

it's such a rare view... how many times in a person's life can you chance upon this?

hmmmm.... contented... : )

2009-01-22T03:10:00.004+08:00

Happy 2009!

oh well,
far too long, for what i have not even noticed, i've missed out so much ever since i stopped logging on to the net. as much as i wanted to, i have no laptop to even use. my schedule doesn't even allow me to do so. i do not reach home unless the clock struck 11plus or 12 almost every night. i've been working almost like 6 days a week. before i even realised that 6weeks have gone so fast, my parents are back from Melbourne.

EXAMS ARE IN MAY OH MY GOD!
for goodness sake i must start studying. i do not wish to end up failing any units and then i have to repeat them over again. it's gonna be such a waste of money and time, i can't afford it either!

i'm tired, i'm already worn out.
i recalled how i broke down into tears in Nov because i was mentally and physically stressed to the max. i felt that i had enough. i wanted to get out of this fucking working schedule so badly, but still, i hanged on. what is it that i really want?

2009 seems not to be very smooth for me so far.
i had a bad fall last thurs while on my way to sch in the early morning, ended up having bruises on both my kneecaps and legs. my kneecaps swelled for 3days. sobs~
i have no more pockets left because all my pockets have all disappeared. i'm really broke. broke till whereby i only have $2.80 in my wallet and no $ in my account, no value in my ezlink card. my fuck-up cousin refuse to return me my $ after 5 long months! i really feel like getting the hell out of her. i swear, i swear that i will never take pity on anyone ever again and then me ending up in such a sorry state. i can't blame anyone, but myself for being so stupid. and i did regret for my actions and decisions made then. once bitten, twice shy, lesson learnt and i'm smarter now. i'm gonna make more rational decisions from now onwards.

no money to get new clothes for this upcoming new year, gotta dig my cupboard to see if there's any new clothes that i've not worn before, of course not la.. kidding. hhaaha!
nevertheless, i had my hair cut. it's something new for me, and i quite like it even though it's quite a common hairstyle on the streets now.

i'm looking forward to a more fruitful 2009.
i want it to be a happening one, i wanna try new things and live life to the fullest, gain the max for everything, new resolutions...
most importantly, i'm gonna study hard!
JIAYOU FOR 2009
i miss all of you my dear friends, i seriously do......

JIAYOU everyone for 2009! :)

(opps, i'm suppose to be doing my assignment yet i'm still here blogging at this hour. CIAOZ)

2008-09-23T11:35:00.005+08:00

i don't give it a damn.
i should be granted to the freedom where a 21 year old adult should get to enjoy,
but it seems to be the other way round.
stop getting on my nerves.
i'm a human being, someone alive with emotions and 5 senses too.
i'm not sorry for saying this because i feel that you have better things to do rather to have such a good imagination, assumption and conclusion to jump into.
you're doing nothing but making the matter worst.
i just simply cannot forgive your actions
pardon my dis-respect, because i strongly feel that you do not deserve the respect from me anymore.
not now, in the future i dunoe.
where's the basic respect for me then????

give me the FREEDOM that i deserve!!!!!!!

my boy: i'm not sorry for posting all these. you should know me well enough. pardon my crudeness, pardon me.

2008-09-17T22:14:00.003+08:00

Happy 21st Birthday Aston Tan Hui Yang!

today's my first lesson for Management Mathematics. was quite alright because i did basic set theory before. i hope the rest of the chapters, i would be able to cope and at least score well for this paper which i'm actually taking a risk for selecting something that i have no confident in - MATHEMATICS!!!! heehee. wish me the best of luck!

gonna study for SOCIOLOGY test tonight. midnight oil, but i'm sleepy.. HELP!!!! look a the name of the unit, wanna sleep right? LOL.
i really wonder what has sociology got to do with business that UOL actually made it a compulsary cum foundation unit for this degree programme. i really have no idea, no link man!

study study study.... :(
jiayou ba, tml enjoy~

2008-09-16T05:48:00.004+08:00

Fall for You - Secondhand Serenade

Best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that I am trying...
I know you're wearing thin down to the core...

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed
But I have loved you from the start

Oh, But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I'm yours to keep
And hold onto your words
'Cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When you're asleep

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find

Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over againDon't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

2008-09-16T04:05:00.005+08:00

no life is what i'm leading.
i do no have enough time to set aside for my friends, either i'll be in school or i'll be working at that 'MESSY' place.
although sch have officially started, but i'm still quite slack for the time being. no class on tue until oct, by then, i will be dragging my feet to sch.

i've been feeling quite lost in fact.
i do not know what i want in life.
something's missing and i do not know what is it.
look at the time now and here i am blogging with my 2 eyes wide open.
nothing seems to be going right for me, be it r/s, sch, work and oh yes, $$$.
having second thoughts and i asked myself, is that what i really want at the end of the day.

feeling strongly that it was definitely not worthwhile to work for mapletree during for the temp contract. i just received a call from the HR executive that i won't be paid for the OT hours that i have clearly stated in my time sheet. ironically, both the SVP and stupid AM have signed and approved the 126 hours. and now they're saying that they do not agree to the hours that was stated. but the thing is, they have signed and approved it!!!! i did not force them to sign. the stupid AM was bullshitting, trying to put words into my mouth. i'm totally pissed. i regretted toning down and be nice to her in the first place, helping her out whenever possible. i was such a fool. definitely not appreciated. and no way am i going back to temp out in that FUCK-UP department for goodness sake. it's was just merely 6 OT hours and they are not paying me for it. in real fact, i actually work for about 10hours of OT whereby i've only written 6. fine, i'll treat it as down on my luck, a donation to the budget for that department of this financial year.
!#$%$#!!%!@

look yourself into the mirror before you think you are really that great. afterall, i have been working in Bossini longer than she has, so please stop trying to boss around, thinking you're the in-charge of the shop when you are not even one. i don't give it a fucking damn so what you're a full timer and i'm only a part timer. don't ever think or try mess with me, this is my advice to you, OLD WOMAN! to think you're the most senior in terms of age and you're behaving like this, shame on you.

my world's spinning for no reason. 2 consecutive days, i wonder what's wrong with me..

2008-09-11T02:46:00.008+08:00

i'm missing for so long, yes, almost 3 weeks.
my laptop's dead.
no comp for me to use, i can't surf the net.
friendster, facebook, blog, email, and especially msn, gonna be mouldy soon.
and, i'm freaking out anytime soon!
ARGH!!!!

ok, here are some little updates:

29th aug: Happy 22nd Birthday Siow Hui! half day leave for me. gotta send him off to the airport. he's off to taiwan for 3 weeks. bearing grudges and pissing him off is what i did at the airport. i know i'm bad, but, i'm not at fault, i'm not sorry for treating him the way i did then. i'm still brooding about it till now. but i miss u very much, though. i have to be honest.

30th aug: back to work to clear my work and oh my god, it's a Saturday. being alone in the office can be quite a scary thing even in the broad daylight though. No choice, i need to get things done. it's going to be the first and the last time that i'm going back to work on weekends. after that, headed down to Bugis and satisfied my cravings for the chicken rice.

3rd sept: my last day with mapletree. feeling kinda emotional after sending out my goodbye email to my colleagues. they were all nice enough to reply to the mail and wish me all the best for my studies, telling me to keep in contact.
i admit that i'm pretty upset on the departure, even though there were some unhappiness during my service. no more cubicle of my own, no more nice view overseeing vivocity and the 'bridge' into sentosa, and no more sab popping by my cube to visit me every now and then. sobs..

4th sept: because i didn't have enough time to pack all my stuff, i'm back at the office again. i regretted going back as i was not appreciated, instead, i was seen as trying to steal the company's info. i know it highly sensitive for me to turn up at the office again but hey, look at what i'm doing. i was just trying to do my very last best to help you for your goodness sake! you do not have to be so defensive to alert and bring the IT VP over to my cube upon seeing me turning on my laptop. if i were to copy any last info, i would have done so, need not wait till the very last minute right? sometimes, you would just need to use a little of your common sense and think a little further. but, i ain't interested in copying any info out in the first place, and not even till now. but then i know why you're behaving like this, therefore, pointless for me to explain myself any further.
Harry's Bar with Yew Kiat, one of the VP that helped me out most of the time when i needed one, as well as the Risk Management team plus Winston. some colleagues called him my 'godfather'. haha. they were just trying to disturb me a little. but i would be more than willing to be his god-daughter.. bleah~
i drank quite a bit, and feeling quite high for the first time. yet, i'm sober, not like Keith. hahaha! :D played a few games with them. anyway, it was nice meeting Keith and chilling out with some colleagues that i never have the chance to work with in mapletree. it would be great if i could join in for more, but unfortunately, i think, not anymore.

9th sept: went back to office to submit my timesheet. bo bian, if not because of my pay, i would not have went back. this gave me the reason to head for my favourite Jia Xiang Curry kolo mee with sab. *Slurps slurps*
sab's advice: never get a dog with short legs and over-feed it.
xiuli's advice: be responsible, please walk your dog. n oh ya, i think Labrador with chocolate fur is ugly. sorry~ Yorkshire Terrier is still the best, Sab's Cocker Spaniel is definitely one too! LOL

back to Bossini as a part-timer again, this time round, at causeway point. it's BORING!!!! somebody please be kind enough to help me out of this shit and i would be grateful for that. haha!
probably you can pop by to say hi to me, and it will definitely brighten up my day.

ciao! let me see when's the next time i would be able to surf the net again and be up here blogging for more.

boring bored bored........ i really need to get a new laptop real soon!

2008-08-21T21:57:00.007+08:00

i learnt about a fact when i sent my phone for repair service at Wisma 2 weeks back.
For Sony Ericsson phone, never ever wait till for the battery indicator to turn orange or even red to start charging your phone. if you have the habit of doing this, please refrain.
when your phone's flat and from there you start charging it, there will be a tendency whereby the socket will draw curent from your phone. at the end of the day, your phone will die, and never wake up from there. This was i did to my phone and it eventually died. i got to only learn about this when i send it for servicing.

have been very tired lately.. lately i got a sudden urge to exercise regularly, because i'm getting fatter and fatter.. i must stop this.

he said he won't bother to chase after me if i run away with other guys. he would look for other girls. What the heck?! how true is this gonna be?! what the hell are you trying to tell me? anything that you're not happy with, just tell me straight into my face please.. i would be grateful for that.

2008-08-18T00:03:00.001+08:00

Karin's finally back from Florida after 3months+, and i missed her company.
i'm feeling so guilty for not being able to send her off to states therefore i MUST meet her and my friends for supper although it's at amk.
look at the amount of food they ordered after she touched down.
i wonder how many tables will we need when Weng comes back in 19months time... ;)

thanks for sharing those hilarious incidents that you've encountered during those times.
it's something which most people won't be able to have a chance to experience it.
haha! it's gonna be so unforgetable for you.

WELCOME BACK BABE!!

and thanks darius for the lift back to the west even though it's super inconvenient for you.
i appreciate your effort and kind thoughts.

2008-08-15T09:38:00.000+08:00

Happy 5 years and 4 months Anniversary BABY!!!

*muacks*

2008-08-14T03:51:00.005+08:00

it's so rare that we're able to meet up on weekdays, so we decided to have steamboat at Bei Chuan Shan @ Vivocity!

i know it looks more like a maggi steamboat instead. but... do u think i care? :P

2008-08-13T01:41:00.000+08:00

Kwong Weng's Farewell @ Airport

he's flying to France for my god 19 months!!!!
damn long la.. how can you leave shu zhu behind????
anyway, our dear shu zhu is so strong. she did not even shed a tear when Weng stepped into the departure gate..
i take my hat off her. i'm impressed, and i should learn from her. :)
you shall have our company whenever possible girl~
Cheers!

2008-08-12T00:32:00.002+08:00

i did something which i have not done for 5 years.

BADMINTON, with my colleagues.

hi all, this is Sabrina here, my lunch kaki cum 'buddy' in Mapletree?? :)
we're both so worned-out after our game.

2008-08-11T01:54:00.002+08:00

9th aug 2008

went down to Sentosa for a couple of hours to have this surprise farewell for Kwong Weng after NDP Fireworks, before heading back for Pan Pac again. (look, theme for the day is Red & White. Darius, what about yours? heehee :p )

2008-08-10T23:45:00.001+08:00

Happy birthday Singapore!!

it's something special, and expensive in a way too.
i spent this year's national day in PAN PACIFIC with my boy...

and oh baby~ i'm so loving it!

let me bring you around to explore the room:

the view:

the moment that we were waiting for:

our complimentary breakfast:

not forgetting 'us':

Thanks for the wonderful time & memories that you've given me my boy!

Loves~

2008-08-08T09:27:00.005+08:00

i'm at a loss for words.
i'm lost totally.
i'm sobbing in the office once again.
it's just hurts me so much...
i guessed some things were never meant to be, no matter how hard you try...
sigh~

2008-08-08T01:34:00.003+08:00

i received a sms.
seconds later, tears rolled down from my eyes.
it has been quite long, since i last sobbed. (probably about 1 and a half months i guess, which is quite long for me already huh? fine, i'm full of emotions.)
but this time round, i sobbed hard. so hard that i can't control, tears just filled my eyes, as if it's endless. it has been so long since i sobbed, because of 'friendship'. it has been years, and definitely not a good thing.

my heart beat fast, upon seeing the sender's name. my 6th sense tells me that it's gonna be something that i do not wish to see, at all. my instinct was right.

i'm so lost.............

i tried so hard, to make things work out. but every time, i end up getting the same answer:- 'FAILED'.

sandwiched and that's where i am. can anyone know how i feel? can i be the clone to know how every one feel?
i'm so hurt and disappointed, that explained why i sobbed hard.
no matter what, i'm still clinging on to high hopes, i'll keep on trying even though i'm dis-hearterned. i always believe:- 'if there's a will, there's a way.'
i hope success won't be far from me.

you all won't bear to see me like that isn't it true? i don't want anyone to take pity on me, nor trying to gain sympathy from anyone by saying this.
show me the way, tell me what i should do to salvage everything. i'm not interested about playing the hero.

i'm praying hard, that, all that i've been wanting to see, will never be the wishful thinking on my part.

i love all of you, darlings.
'give up' is never and will never be in my dictionary. we've all been through so much, remember?

2008-08-05T21:25:00.013+08:00

today's my first day of sch..
on my way to sch, i chanced upon this scene.
but this scene's something that make my blood really boil and thus leading to be more determined to capture this down and to literary broadcast to others:-

(image have been censored to avoid legal & public issue)

don't you feel disgusted?!!!
i can't take this lying down.
i despised her.
i dun feel sorry for taking this snap down.
i would have actually wish to take a up-front pic of this 'loser'
she's already a loser at this young age. and i believe she's only about 18 or 19.
i dun feel sorry for her being this photo having to be 'exposed' here.
i feel sorry for this old uncle, whom have been standing in front of her for 2 stations, before alighting at jurong east to change to the pasir ris train.
i feel sorry for the school, to have such a student as part of it.
i was not able to tell which sch is she from, if not, i would have send this snap over, and suggest to the sch that they should give her some 'basic education, or perhaps to the whole sch as well.
i feel sorry for her parents, to have such a daughter, throwing their face, to the public.
i'm not racist, but look, she's a malay.
she is just basically being 'ignorant' and living in the world of her own. the best thing is that she bother to glance to take a look at the surrounding, yet she choose to sit back and do nothing.

TOTALLY UNCIVILIZED, TOTALLY UNEDUCATED!!

it was obvious enough that she had seen the old man standing right in front of her, but, she did not even move an inch after the sight!
after seeing this, i really feel like slapping her.
she pissed me off like hell.
mind her that this old man is not holding on to the pole not using one hand, but basically using 2 hands to grab the grab pole tightly!
didn't she see the 'PRIORITY SEAT'?
didn't she even have the basic knowledge or common sense to know that it's the 'PRIORITY SEAT'?

isn't she cold-blooded?
isn't she cruel?
isn't it true that i see no need to respect her when taking this snap?
i will not respect someone, who do not even have the basic respect nor care for others, especially the old.

i wonder if she will feel shameless of her part.
i do not care so what if she knows that i'm capturing this shot?
i just wanna her this: - 'F**K YOU, BLOODLY HELL! I STRONGLY BELIEVE IN RETRIBUTION, AND I CAN PREDICT OUR FUTURE. JUST BE CAREFUL & WATCH-OUT!'
for this, i'm not cursing her.

can't she just ponder a little bit further and think how will she feel if someone were to be treating her parents or grandparents this way?
how would the hurt and pain be like?
what kind of impression will the tourist have of Singaporeans or even Singapore students upon chancing this 'unsightful scene'?

whatever you call me, busybody, kpo, etc, i dun care. i just want to let others know of such behavior, that will happen everyday practically, which i think is something whereby people tends to overlook at.

something to share again:-

Easy is to judge the mistakes of others.
Difficult is to recognise your own mistakes.

It is easier to protect your feet with slippers than to cover the earth with carpet.

i feel utterly disgusted, i feel ashamed as a singaporean, to have such a citizen in this country.

so friends out there, don't ever let me see you doing this, or else... i'll condemn you, for life!
keke... but i know, my friends are not a bit of this sort. :)

anyway, it was nice meeting Donn, my new friend in SIM, friendly and someone approachable i would say. and... we will be attending all the lectures together for this 1st year in sch.

2008-08-04T23:20:00.009+08:00

the feeling is weird, upon reaching the office.
probably because i'm used to the feeling of being a permanent staff in Mapletree, whereby i'm just a temp staff from today onwards.
the moment i reached the office, my colleague came telling me that 'my' temp got into a bike accident. it's a she, driving a bike, something remarkable yeah?
msg her but she didn't reply to my sms. guess i'll give her a call tml, i'm quite worried, praying hard that i will get to see her soon..

thanks aaren, for the introduction to the curry rice & not forgetting the 'transportation' too! :)
sabrina: for every tues & thurs, pls miss me! hahaha! :p

i was reading thru Kim's past blog entries.. it brought back many wonderful memories, of the 4 of us. my 18th birthday celebration at marina for steamboat, the kbox session.. everything was so dear to me.
somehow this friendship of ours is not as 'smooth-sailing' as before, which is something i dread for this to happen, nor to even think or talk about it. a silent hurt...

Sherlynn, Kimberly, Pauline ----> you gals are such a dear to me, someone i will hold tight & close to my heart, for life, i promise!

yearning for this moment not once again, but for all the time that we have.

i want to go back then...

will this, ever be a reality, again?

here's something to share:-

No one manufacture a lock without a key.
Similarly, God won't give problems without solutions.

No one can go back to change a bad beginning.
But any one can start now and create a better & successful ending.

alrights, tml gotta be my first day of sch.
wish me the best of luck, hoping i'll be more hardworking & self-disciplined for at least these 2 years!

a STUDENT from this moment i'm gonna be! :) ?? :( ???

2008-07-30T01:24:00.004+08:00

i'm BACK from hong kong, after a long 10 days trip.

i was super super tired, bought a lot of stuff, not for myself, but for others, especially my baby!

yes i'm broke, extremely broke. :(

i do not wish to calculate how much i've spent in total for this trip, i'm dis-believing hard.

do not probe this question to me.. or else, i'm gonna be real guilty..

other than hk, i went to macau and china too.

therefore i had a addition of 2 countries 'stamps' on my passport. Yay!! :)

overall, this trip was quite a tiring one for us. all that we did for most of the time was to 买东西吃东西, 买东西吃东西. this also clearly explains why i'm complaining that i'm broke.

my mum, my da jie, her bf-wilfred & baby sent me to the airport that afternoon.

feeling kinda weird, perhaps because most of the time i'm the one sending people off to the airport, but now the other way round.

take a look at the size of the luggage that i'm bringing along with me. i'm prepared to bring a lot of stuff bk to singapore already! : x

first night was @ a hostel. a superb location.

just take the lift down to the ground floor, u would be able to get 'smelly tofu'!! my god, till now i'm still craving for it.

but......... the room is very small. we had only this sufficient place for 3 beds, a extremely small washroom, and a walking space just enough to put 3 luggages. hk housing condition is really terrible as compared to singapore. or maybe i should say that we are not used to it.

. to be continued, the computer is lagging... :(

2008-07-19T01:28:00.001+08:00

i'm not in the mood to blog today, probably because i'm too tired.
too tired till i dun wanna pack my luggage tonight although there is already not much time left for me. no choice, therefore i will have to wake up early to do the last minute packing.
hopefully everything will go smoothly for me...

met up with dear to have our dinner together at Vivo Sushi Tei. We had some good reasons to have something good for dinner.
after 2 years of training, today's the first time he managed to pass his SOC. i knew he will be able to make it since he have been training very hard for it. it was quite remarkable for him: a timing of 9min 36 sec.
it's already very good my dear, keep up the good w0rk, and you did not disappoint me. : )
today's also the day whereby he will start getting his regular pay.
and tonight's the last night we can accompany each other before i fly for my trip.

i can see his face that 他很舍不得我飞. 这也让我感到很心痛, 也不知所措. 虽然只不过是短短几天, 但是我也是很依依不舍, 有点后悔为什么当是会做这个绝定想出国去.

whatever it is, please take good care of yourself dear, dun make me worry k? i promise that i will take good care of myself too! 10 days will pass very fast de, over the weekends when you book out, just make full use of the time to have plenty of rest. :) 记得要坚强哦! 你是我的全部!
i heart you lots lots!! : ) we'll go and have our ben&jerry's strawberry cheesecake when i'm back yeah? (drooling drooling)

will blog again when i'm back.
now it's time for me to sleep sleep and dream dream dream..
take care everyone, i'll be back on the 28th. : )

2008-07-18T00:48:00.003+08:00

my colleagues and i met up with Tiff for lunch at Vivocity Sarawak Kolo Mee today.

the waitress showed the way to this 'table A' which was quite cramp, so we asked her to change to 'table B'. there was this sauve guy who caught my attention, for a very long time, and he was sitting on my right, just about half a metre away from me..

he was eating his noodle gently. i just can't take my eyes off him.. :x then i came think if he's the one on tv. i consulted my colleagues and they confirmed that he is.......................................................

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ELVIN NG!!!!!

oh my god! we were all stunned! both of us even managed to take a photo with him..

i'm not his fan, i'm not someone who's crazy about stars, just that i can't resist to have a pic taken with him..

sobs.. i'm so ugly in this photo. but who cares, i'm taking it with a dashing guy, and i would say his complexion is FLAWLESS!!! makes me feel so inferior as a women, even a guy can have such a good complexion... :(
he even said goodbye to our table before he leaves to continue his shooting.
so friendly... how i wish.. he's mine.. :x
heehee... i'm just dreaming and joking la..

while in the midst of packing my luggage, i feel so bored.
i do not have a single bit of excitment u see...
i felt so tired, and i fell asleep while jolting down a list of things to do before i go and things that i should bring for the trip.

zzzZZZzzzzzzzzZzzzzzzzzZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzz

i'm only left with tml night to get all the things done.
hong kong hong kong.............

2008-07-16T16:12:00.006+08:00

i didn't sleep well last night. dun know what the heck am i dreaming about, it's so irritating!
i'm so hooked to this blog that i stayed up till 3am to venture around, and i gotta wake up at 7am this morning to drag myself to work.

met up with my primary sch mates, sze yin and shi wei to go 'pasar malam' last night.
we were all like hungry ghost as we bought quite alot of junk food.
those junk food cost me $6.20!!! even more expensive than what i pay for a meal.
gosh.. i should cut down, SAVE SAVE SAVE.
or else at this rate i'm going, i will be a bankrupt and a FAT pig le. : (

my closest primary sch buddy left for Australia to further her studies today, and she's going for 2 years. i'm starting to miss you already, Tammie!
i felt so bad, because i have forgotten to drop her a sms before she depart Singapore. sorry...

Sung Yang, me and Tammie

the stupid AM of my department will never fail to piss me off every single day.
oh well, she is just like a pest, i'm sorry to say that, but this is what i see of her in my eyes.
luckily i have my temp to joke and cheer me up every day.
but i also pity my temp, cuz in the future after i've left, she will be working closely with that AM.
i hope... i hope... she will learn from me, to bite her back. i'm bad, i know.
as mentioned, dun test my patience.. lol!

just in case some of you who might not know or may have forgotten, i will be going to Hong Kong on this Sat till 28th July.
it's gonna be a long trip, an expensive trip.
gotta start packing my luggage tonight.

i'm having some mixture of feelings, i do not know the reason why.
somehow i'm hesitating about this trip because i'll miss him, a lot.
i'm so looking forward, as this is the 1st trip of my life that i'm going with my friend.
3 more days and off i go..

ignore me, i'm always like that..

hoping it'll be a good start.. : )

2008-07-15T18:47:00.010+08:00

hello all!
This is the GRAND & OFFICIAL opening.
Because of tight schedules, i've decided to start a blog up here so as to allow my dearie friends out there to see the updates of me.

i apologise for not being able to meet up.

and ok, i know i'm missing from so many cliques of you:-

- wei ling and sok may (we shall have our teochew porridge soon again!)
- siow hui (i'm waiting for you to come bk from states)
- jiamin (sincerely hope that you are doing fine now)
- bai de, nai de, chang de (when will the 4 of us be free?)
- bossini (where are all the crazy laughters??)
- my poly year 3 cliques (too many to name, i'm looking forward to see Karin again!)
- etc
- etc
- etc

today's our 5years and 3months anniversary!

i'm treasuring every moment that is 'ours'.

Muacks!

don't wanna be too naggy on this very first blog.
Stay tuned!