No regrets,
just love.



just me
Xiu Li
30th May
i'm FAT!!

loves Companion but sometimes prefer to be Alone
i want to be a perfectionist

Someone that you might know, i hope
Boldness taste like this
Italic slants this way
Underline highlights my intentions

it's me, and just me, thinking about the past, i'm only left with fond memories of the happening 7 years that we spent together, and just the lonely me.
i really miss u, and i miss everything...

Thursday, January 22, 2009 @ 3:10 AM
Happy 2009!

oh well,
far too long, for what i have not even noticed, i've missed out so much ever since i stopped logging on to the net. as much as i wanted to, i have no laptop to even use. my schedule doesn't even allow me to do so. i do not reach home unless the clock struck 11plus or 12 almost every night. i've been working almost like 6 days a week. before i even realised that 6weeks have gone so fast, my parents are back from Melbourne.

EXAMS ARE IN MAY OH MY GOD!
for goodness sake i must start studying. i do not wish to end up failing any units and then i have to repeat them over again. it's gonna be such a waste of money and time, i can't afford it either!

i'm tired, i'm already worn out.
i recalled how i broke down into tears in Nov because i was mentally and physically stressed to the max. i felt that i had enough. i wanted to get out of this fucking working schedule so badly, but still, i hanged on. what is it that i really want?

2009 seems not to be very smooth for me so far.
i had a bad fall last thurs while on my way to sch in the early morning, ended up having bruises on both my kneecaps and legs. my kneecaps swelled for 3days. sobs~
i have no more pockets left because all my pockets have all disappeared. i'm really broke. broke till whereby i only have $2.80 in my wallet and no $ in my account, no value in my ezlink card. my fuck-up cousin refuse to return me my $ after 5 long months! i really feel like getting the hell out of her. i swear, i swear that i will never take pity on anyone ever again and then me ending up in such a sorry state. i can't blame anyone, but myself for being so stupid. and i did regret for my actions and decisions made then. once bitten, twice shy, lesson learnt and i'm smarter now. i'm gonna make more rational decisions from now onwards.

no money to get new clothes for this upcoming new year, gotta dig my cupboard to see if there's any new clothes that i've not worn before, of course not la.. kidding. hhaaha!
nevertheless, i had my hair cut. it's something new for me, and i quite like it even though it's quite a common hairstyle on the streets now.

i'm looking forward to a more fruitful 2009.
i want it to be a happening one, i wanna try new things and live life to the fullest, gain the max for everything, new resolutions...
most importantly, i'm gonna study hard!
JIAYOU FOR 2009
i miss all of you my dear friends, i seriously do......


JIAYOU everyone for 2009! :)

(opps, i'm suppose to be doing my assignment yet i'm still here blogging at this hour. CIAOZ)