No regrets,
just love.



just me
Xiu Li
30th May
i'm FAT!!

loves Companion but sometimes prefer to be Alone
i want to be a perfectionist

Someone that you might know, i hope
Boldness taste like this
Italic slants this way
Underline highlights my intentions

it's me, and just me, thinking about the past, i'm only left with fond memories of the happening 7 years that we spent together, and just the lonely me.
i really miss u, and i miss everything...

Tuesday, September 16, 2008 @ 4:05 AM
no life is what i'm leading.
i do no have enough time to set aside for my friends, either i'll be in school or i'll be working at that 'MESSY' place.
although sch have officially started, but i'm still quite slack for the time being. no class on tue until oct, by then, i will be dragging my feet to sch.

i've been feeling quite lost in fact.
i do not know what i want in life.
something's missing and i do not know what is it.
look at the time now and here i am blogging with my 2 eyes wide open.
nothing seems to be going right for me, be it r/s, sch, work and oh yes, $$$.
having second thoughts and i asked myself, is that what i really want at the end of the day.

feeling strongly that it was definitely not worthwhile to work for mapletree during for the temp contract. i just received a call from the HR executive that i won't be paid for the OT hours that i have clearly stated in my time sheet. ironically, both the SVP and stupid AM have signed and approved the 126 hours. and now they're saying that they do not agree to the hours that was stated. but the thing is, they have signed and approved it!!!! i did not force them to sign. the stupid AM was bullshitting, trying to put words into my mouth. i'm totally pissed. i regretted toning down and be nice to her in the first place, helping her out whenever possible. i was such a fool. definitely not appreciated. and no way am i going back to temp out in that FUCK-UP department for goodness sake. it's was just merely 6 OT hours and they are not paying me for it. in real fact, i actually work for about 10hours of OT whereby i've only written 6. fine, i'll treat it as down on my luck, a donation to the budget for that department of this financial year.
!#$%$#!!%!@

look yourself into the mirror before you think you are really that great. afterall, i have been working in Bossini longer than she has, so please stop trying to boss around, thinking you're the in-charge of the shop when you are not even one. i don't give it a fucking damn so what you're a full timer and i'm only a part timer. don't ever think or try mess with me, this is my advice to you, OLD WOMAN! to think you're the most senior in terms of age and you're behaving like this, shame on you.

my world's spinning for no reason. 2 consecutive days, i wonder what's wrong with me..