No regrets,
just love.



just me
Xiu Li
30th May
i'm FAT!!

loves Companion but sometimes prefer to be Alone
i want to be a perfectionist

Someone that you might know, i hope
Boldness taste like this
Italic slants this way
Underline highlights my intentions

it's me, and just me, thinking about the past, i'm only left with fond memories of the happening 7 years that we spent together, and just the lonely me.
i really miss u, and i miss everything...

Thursday, September 11, 2008 @ 2:46 AM
i'm missing for so long, yes, almost 3 weeks.
my laptop's dead.
no comp for me to use, i can't surf the net.
friendster, facebook, blog, email, and especially msn, gonna be mouldy soon.
and, i'm freaking out anytime soon!
ARGH!!!!

ok, here are some little updates:

29th aug: Happy 22nd Birthday Siow Hui! half day leave for me. gotta send him off to the airport. he's off to taiwan for 3 weeks. bearing grudges and pissing him off is what i did at the airport. i know i'm bad, but, i'm not at fault, i'm not sorry for treating him the way i did then. i'm still brooding about it till now. but i miss u very much, though. i have to be honest.

30th aug: back to work to clear my work and oh my god, it's a Saturday. being alone in the office can be quite a scary thing even in the broad daylight though. No choice, i need to get things done. it's going to be the first and the last time that i'm going back to work on weekends. after that, headed down to Bugis and satisfied my cravings for the chicken rice.

3rd sept: my last day with mapletree. feeling kinda emotional after sending out my goodbye email to my colleagues. they were all nice enough to reply to the mail and wish me all the best for my studies, telling me to keep in contact.
i admit that i'm pretty upset on the departure, even though there were some unhappiness during my service. no more cubicle of my own, no more nice view overseeing vivocity and the 'bridge' into sentosa, and no more sab popping by my cube to visit me every now and then. sobs..

4th sept: because i didn't have enough time to pack all my stuff, i'm back at the office again. i regretted going back as i was not appreciated, instead, i was seen as trying to steal the company's info. i know it highly sensitive for me to turn up at the office again but hey, look at what i'm doing. i was just trying to do my very last best to help you for your goodness sake! you do not have to be so defensive to alert and bring the IT VP over to my cube upon seeing me turning on my laptop. if i were to copy any last info, i would have done so, need not wait till the very last minute right? sometimes, you would just need to use a little of your common sense and think a little further. but, i ain't interested in copying any info out in the first place, and not even till now. but then i know why you're behaving like this, therefore, pointless for me to explain myself any further.
Harry's Bar with Yew Kiat, one of the VP that helped me out most of the time when i needed one, as well as the Risk Management team plus Winston. some colleagues called him my 'godfather'. haha. they were just trying to disturb me a little. but i would be more than willing to be his god-daughter.. bleah~
i drank quite a bit, and feeling quite high for the first time. yet, i'm sober, not like Keith. hahaha! :D played a few games with them. anyway, it was nice meeting Keith and chilling out with some colleagues that i never have the chance to work with in mapletree. it would be great if i could join in for more, but unfortunately, i think, not anymore.

9th sept: went back to office to submit my timesheet. bo bian, if not because of my pay, i would not have went back. this gave me the reason to head for my favourite Jia Xiang Curry kolo mee with sab. *Slurps slurps*
sab's advice: never get a dog with short legs and over-feed it.
xiuli's advice: be responsible, please walk your dog. n oh ya, i think Labrador with chocolate fur is ugly. sorry~ Yorkshire Terrier is still the best, Sab's Cocker Spaniel is definitely one too! LOL

back to Bossini as a part-timer again, this time round, at causeway point. it's BORING!!!! somebody please be kind enough to help me out of this shit and i would be grateful for that. haha!
probably you can pop by to say hi to me, and it will definitely brighten up my day.

ciao! let me see when's the next time i would be able to surf the net again and be up here blogging for more.

boring bored bored........ i really need to get a new laptop real soon!