No regrets,
just love.



just me
Xiu Li
30th May
i'm FAT!!

loves Companion but sometimes prefer to be Alone
i want to be a perfectionist

Someone that you might know, i hope
Boldness taste like this
Italic slants this way
Underline highlights my intentions

it's me, and just me, thinking about the past, i'm only left with fond memories of the happening 7 years that we spent together, and just the lonely me.
i really miss u, and i miss everything...

Tuesday, August 5, 2008 @ 9:25 PM
today's my first day of sch..
on my way to sch, i chanced upon this scene.
but this scene's something that make my blood really boil and thus leading to be more determined to capture this down and to literary broadcast to others:-


(image have been censored to avoid legal & public issue)

don't you feel disgusted?!!!
i can't take this lying down.
i despised her.
i dun feel sorry for taking this snap down.
i would have actually wish to take a up-front pic of this 'loser'
she's already a loser at this young age. and i believe she's only about 18 or 19.
i dun feel sorry for her being this photo having to be 'exposed' here.
i feel sorry for this old uncle, whom have been standing in front of her for 2 stations, before alighting at jurong east to change to the pasir ris train.
i feel sorry for the school, to have such a student as part of it.
i was not able to tell which sch is she from, if not, i would have send this snap over, and suggest to the sch that they should give her some 'basic education, or perhaps to the whole sch as well.
i feel sorry for her parents, to have such a daughter, throwing their face, to the public.
i'm not racist, but look, she's a malay.
she is just basically being 'ignorant' and living in the world of her own. the best thing is that she bother to glance to take a look at the surrounding, yet she choose to sit back and do nothing.


TOTALLY UNCIVILIZED, TOTALLY UNEDUCATED!!


it was obvious enough that she had seen the old man standing right in front of her, but, she did not even move an inch after the sight!
after seeing this, i really feel like slapping her.
she pissed me off like hell.
mind her that this old man is not holding on to the pole not using one hand, but basically using 2 hands to grab the grab pole tightly!
didn't she see the 'PRIORITY SEAT'?
didn't she even have the basic knowledge or common sense to know that it's the 'PRIORITY SEAT'?

isn't she cold-blooded?
isn't she cruel?
isn't it true that i see no need to respect her when taking this snap?
i will not respect someone, who do not even have the basic respect nor care for others, especially the old.

i wonder if she will feel shameless of her part.
i do not care so what if she knows that i'm capturing this shot?
i just wanna her this: - 'F**K YOU, BLOODLY HELL! I STRONGLY BELIEVE IN RETRIBUTION, AND I CAN PREDICT OUR FUTURE. JUST BE CAREFUL & WATCH-OUT!'
for this, i'm not cursing her.

can't she just ponder a little bit further and think how will she feel if someone were to be treating her parents or grandparents this way?
how would the hurt and pain be like?
what kind of impression will the tourist have of Singaporeans or even Singapore students upon chancing this 'unsightful scene'?

whatever you call me, busybody, kpo, etc, i dun care. i just want to let others know of such behavior, that will happen everyday practically, which i think is something whereby people tends to overlook at.


something to share again:-

Easy is to judge the mistakes of others.
Difficult is to recognise your own mistakes.

It is easier to protect your feet with slippers than to cover the earth with carpet.


i feel utterly disgusted, i feel ashamed as a singaporean, to have such a citizen in this country.

so friends out there, don't ever let me see you doing this, or else... i'll condemn you, for life!
keke... but i know, my friends are not a bit of this sort. :)


anyway, it was nice meeting Donn, my new friend in SIM, friendly and someone approachable i would say. and... we will be attending all the lectures together for this 1st year in sch.