No regrets,
just love.



just me
Xiu Li
30th May
i'm FAT!!

loves Companion but sometimes prefer to be Alone
i want to be a perfectionist

Someone that you might know, i hope
Boldness taste like this
Italic slants this way
Underline highlights my intentions

it's me, and just me, thinking about the past, i'm only left with fond memories of the happening 7 years that we spent together, and just the lonely me.
i really miss u, and i miss everything...

Friday, August 8, 2008 @ 1:34 AM
i received a sms.
seconds later, tears rolled down from my eyes.
it has been quite long, since i last sobbed. (probably about 1 and a half months i guess, which is quite long for me already huh? fine, i'm full of emotions.)
but this time round, i sobbed hard. so hard that i can't control, tears just filled my eyes, as if it's endless. it has been so long since i sobbed, because of 'friendship'. it has been years, and definitely not a good thing.

my heart beat fast, upon seeing the sender's name. my 6th sense tells me that it's gonna be something that i do not wish to see, at all. my instinct was right.

i'm so lost.............

i tried so hard, to make things work out. but every time, i end up getting the same answer:- 'FAILED'.

sandwiched and that's where i am. can anyone know how i feel? can i be the clone to know how every one feel?
i'm so hurt and disappointed, that explained why i sobbed hard.
no matter what, i'm still clinging on to high hopes, i'll keep on trying even though i'm dis-hearterned. i always believe:- 'if there's a will, there's a way.'
i hope success won't be far from me.

you all won't bear to see me like that isn't it true? i don't want anyone to take pity on me, nor trying to gain sympathy from anyone by saying this.
show me the way, tell me what i should do to salvage everything. i'm not interested about playing the hero.

i'm praying hard, that, all that i've been wanting to see, will never be the wishful thinking on my part.

i love all of you, darlings.
'give up' is never and will never be in my dictionary. we've all been through so much, remember?